So today is my 2 year surgiversary. I'm sitting at 153. I'm actually happy to be there, but I know I'd probably be in the 140s by now if I would stop indulging myself in a few things. I'm also losing track if my protein intake and although I know many veteran RNYers don't feel they need to do that beyond a certain point, I'm not one of them. I definately need to know if I'm coming underthe minimum 60 grams of protein per day. I do not want to get sick and I definately do not want my body cannibalizing my muscles to make up for the differance. It goes for the heart first and I have a history of heart conditions in my family already.
I can eat almost anything except for a few food items... like rice. Yesterday I had a little bit of angelhair pasta, yet today, when I tried to eat it my stomach got really pissed off and I was in a lot of pain for about twenty minutes. So I will be skipping the pasta for awhile beacuse good Lord, I do not want to go through that again. Since rice and pasta give me absolutely nothing I need, its not much of a sacrifice, really. Corn also gives me fits and hurts like hell if I don't chew enough, as well as brocolli (I so miss this vegetable). I can only handle miniscule amounts of lettuce, so I still do not use it in salads.
My goal for next June is 125 pounds. So I want to lose 28 more pounds. I have the tummy tuck and breast lift with some liposuction planned for next June... if I were to lose just ten pounds I will still be extremely happy and follow through with my plans. Hell, I'd do it now if I could as I'm sick to death o this tire around my abdomen and saggy breasts. Thank God for bras.
So I'm going to try to concentate on losing about 3 pounds a month for the year. I'm going to take my measurements on August 1st as well as the weigh-in here.
I have tried running but my excess skin and booty bounce a lot and it kinda hurts and makes me very self-conscious. So I just walk. I really should use the time Logan is in daycare for working out on the weight machines at the gym, but I'm being a total geek and I drive home and play EverQuest 2 with no interruptions instead. Since we can take Logan on the track to ride his bike while I walk... I don't feel too bad about it. Ok, I feel a bit guilty, but damn, its so nice to play in the mornings with everyone in the States who are playing at night!
I'm going to go see hubby on base and watch him play softball. Then I will have him take Logan home with him and I'm going to walk for a bit. I had such a bad day with food, I really need the endorphins from walking. :)
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